what the hell is lvoe really?

i see all of my friends go through
so much shxt...
why?
because of "lvoe."

i always ask myself
[in reference to my friends]
if you are not in lvoe with him,
then why are you with him?
it's a waste of tears,
arguments,
breath,
seconds,
minutes,
hours,
weeks,
[maybe] months,
years,
money,
[ms. keri couldn't have said it better] "energy,"
feelings,
emotions,
friends.
it's a waste of everything.

you come out of the realtionship
feeling like "what the fxck just happened?"
"i dont know how to anything w/o him."
oh how pathetic.
if you hadn't been so caught up
in being in a relationship,
you probably wouldn't have felt that way.

call me bitter,
lol i don't care.
it's the truth.
i've never been in a relationship
and i've been fine.
it's depressing when i see the relationship
at its best:
all happy and dappy,
but when it crumbles, i'm like
"sux for you."

i'm happy i'm a big crush whore.
i crush on so many guys,
but am pathetic in the sense that
i will never talk to them.
am i the only sane one on this planet?

gee.
it feels like that sometimes.